Depression It can kill you, do not let it

"Suicide! are u serious?" "Put the knife down and get out of the kitchen"
These comments were not to unknown to me just about a year ago. Niether was the thought of being locked in a mental hospitial if I could not get my life together and QUICK. Yeah, it was hard to win this battle, and yeah, I have been on medicines and switched what seemed like a million times. However, as the song goes somebody said a prayer, somebody had some faith, somebody finally hit their knees and asked for Heavens sake. Although that somebody was not me, I know someone had to have been praying and believing, because the only time I got the chance to I blacked out until the next morning. Did this stop me? NO, it made me angry with myself, and more determined, but I had someone named Amy who stuck beside me and did not give up. She was like an older sister, even though I do not have one. So, what finally caused me to stop, believe it or not finally I talked about it, and was counsealed at home by this older sister figure. Please, as I was told then, put the knife down and Stop the stupid s***, no matter what has happened it is not worth it. Please, if you need to talk, go to a depression hotline, or call the number, they are there for you. Call someone you know. Life is worth living and no it would not solve anyone's problems if you died.