ts and loved it. he doesn't want me away at all. maybe if i only start with a couple of hours one day a week it might work, his illness is not terminal. He has trouble seeing but does not wear his special lenses we got in boston. he depends on me for everything, i feel isolated, i loved my work, and now i feel like a nurses aid without a day off. i grew up dancing and took ballet for years. i'm not doing that anymore either. do i just take a risk and say this is what i,m doing on this day and this day. i feel scared to tell him.