My husband is 69 yrs old; November 19, 2009 he was diagnosed with un-operable lung cancer (the cancer has spread to the lymph nodes and the other lung. Our whole life seems to have been put on hold. We are both still in shock, and perhaps, we can't accept this life threatening news. There seems to be no future for us. He has had one chemo treatment, and will continue to have one every 3 weeks for a total of 6 treatments. I am totally lost. We cry every morning together. We are prayerful people and truly love our Lord. (My husband is deacon of First Assembly of God) My faith was shattered when Bob couldn't have the surgery. There was no one that could have believed (more than me) that surgery was the answer; I just knew God had heard my prayers and was going to make Bob well. I am struggling with renewing myself with God now. This letter probably makes no sense and I'm sorry for that. We are changed people and at our ages, I'm not liking it. Even if you can't help, Thank you for listening.
Louise