People who don't feel socially included often crave warm food and drink because they literally feel cold. Warm up to someone who looks like they are on the outside.
Focus your time and energy on the things you can have rather than those that will never be. You'll feel more accomplished when you reach your realistic dreams and it'll keep you shooting for the stars!
Why not play hooky and snuggle up inside with the one you love for some afternoon delight? If you can't break away now, think of ways to stoke the fires for later.